F*cking Son of God

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So you scrape
in the beginning
the bottom of the plate
saw a reflection
of of you sinning
falling off of My grace

Or did you?

Shattered glass
in a million pieces
the Universe with a million stars
The palm with a million scars
tell tale of future and pain
coffee stain, but all your teeth remain

What have you done?

I am me, float
I am he, the goat
I am she, the goddess
I am it, the third eye

piecing the sky down into your room
gloom! what gloom!
10 swords upon your back
and you don't know what to do.

You are, bound
You are, double minded
You are, the troll
You are, yang missing the yin

Stare at the wall for five minutes
shake, shake uncontrollably
the incredible terrible
please let go..

I am here. I love you so..

Fucking Son of God!

TURN TO ME FOR MY BURDEN IS LIGHT AND MY YOKE!! EASY!

Rising Sun Rising Moon

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rising sun
horizon lit
torched the Africa wood
blood streaming
Amazon cheap literature
migraine wishing my life was more

money in my dreams
money in my pocket
money in my hand

Washington in my back pocket
then in my hand
then in the machine

Food
Water

sex
drugs

heart skipping a beat

stroke
disease

all the things Washington bought me

whore
slave


rising moon
light trail
cold wet concrete
the dark Africa man
waving goodnight
driving home sweet home
technology rise revolution
Philosophy at our fingertips
I felt decomposition
in my position
upward is my premonition

i dream -

good night Washington!

Sugar Free Soda

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fizzle fizzle
no sugar in our fa-shizzle
stamina out the window
then got hit by a car
flat like a dead cat
busted like a deer
that got hit by rusty old truck

Yes this papi is all stuck
WTF!!

Reached out for some soda
All I could do is appreciate this love
At least
It's sugar free..

My Lawd

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Never thought
all the things you fought
kind of taught
scratch n' sniff
banana peel on the ground
did all the tricks

ideas rampant like rampage
I need to maintain
help me out Lawd
cuz I need to remain
and prove themz wrong
that you do love all gay in muazee me.

anywayz


back to the truth

I don't need to scrap
I don't need to lack
I don't need to zap

When I got the Laaaawwwd on my back

Yes! I got the Laaawwwwd on my back

Yes! Them screamin' ladies are demons

Yes! Them fingers up in the air.

"OH NO HE DIDN'T JUST DO THAT!"

Free style'n indigenous rat
from the train through the tunnel
and into the light

Daddy!

Look at me!

I is real smart!

William Ortiz

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art by fellapanik - all rights reserved


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monster crime
fell in love
out from the ledge
and into the abyss

what is right
you've made it wrong
excited to see the light
you made in me
breaking my mind
tearing me apart
reading you
words and sentence
so broken, I can't find sense

alas free
from your hold
your religion
and two face
one sad and one plain
your a reflection
hungry for affection

no one wants you

need validation?

every wants you.. happy now?

ego centric
ego tastic
ego life plastic

walk around barbie smile

I am fellapanik

I don't need your black
I don't need your yellow
I don't need your white
I don't need your brown

why?

when I got all the best colors in my pallet.

I loved you and now your soo gone...

Monster love
for purple
and the green
and the red
the bloody freak'in red
dripping red
I cheated on you a long time ago
I fell in love with rainbows
prisms
chrome and gun metal

Wrongly accused of the monster crime
was blind but now I see
I see you down
in the abyss
without me...

Crossing The River

Saw you there
across the way
Sun down
upon you down
burning up down
you lit up
glowing down
on the other side
Tall trees
sway away
leaving a trail of leaves
behind

Saw you there
I need to run
you know
there. where you are
there out where
the grass scorched
and the scorpions
run towards
the water towards me
here

I need to take off this shirt, and let loose the fins within my heart
swim and glide towards you,
there
to love
you..

No time for meeting me halfway
My mind is already there
ready for you.

Took Me By Surprise

clock ticking forward
without permission
ticking and ticking
seconds creating confusion
but understanding in minutes
have we come to the conclusion.

now that he knows..

what's in the dark
is now in the light
saw sick profusion
in the concrete seeping
weeds, creeping to divide
concrete blocks and mortar bricks
he made my heart skip a beat
when I saw him fading a way
into the dark

now that he knows..

felt the dark creep
from him to me

alone

alone

as he walked away...

my face down in dismay
then he turned his head and said.

I love you.