What The Card Say

1. Facing away: Knight of Swords.
2. Facing me: 10 of Wands
3. Facing me: Knight of Pentacles
4: Facing me: The Tower...

Felt discouraged lately. Every argument raised seems pointless. As I try to change the minds of the world, the more they retract. They don't understand that I can see the truth from a million miles away. I will never be a part of their world. Maybe because, I need to start to focus on the people that would accept me as I am. People want to cause harm, and I retract, get defensive and even possibly create arguments. Jobs are not easy to get as used to be, maybe because I have so many things to do in such a short time. I love life and I feel that I have so much to offer. Then why not complete something? What is holding me back when I know success is at the door. I think I need to let go of the past and focus on the future. My life now is not about love, its about personal happiness and me moving forward and accept the rewards of respect and honor that I have gained through my work. I take pride and I uphold myself with great integrity.. I personally believe that quality is important in all that we do. If we don't produce quality then we haven't really put our all in it. I take pride in quality. But something is out there even more important that the vain stuff on this earth. work for what? Quality for what? Money for what? It will all pass away. I see myself being a servant to so many people, pushing a society and culture up into the sky, and across the sea like moses did. Of course not physically and logically, but through inspiration, experience, knowledge of the spiritual things, I can take people higher than the mundane. Why do I feel confident and secure? I don't know. I am Mayan, I am a seeker, I am natural and good. Seek and you shall find. Even though I raise questions and break rules, and laws, raised by ancestors, I feel more free than ever.

My cards 10/12/2011